Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Scattered Thoughts: DRIFT AWAY LIKE FEATHERS


My planet is what I called the “ATTIC”
There lie all the wonderful things about me…
My books, my radio, my guitar…
My big soft pillow and an almost cloud-like blanket…
The almost perfect painting of a view on my window
where I can take a glance over the green fields
and the hills and the mountain side every morning.

It’s such a nice feeling to wake up having those things around me.
BUT why do I feel so insatiable?
I long for the things that are far from my own reality
My mom would think I’m getting crazy…
She would asked, “why in the world would I want to boxed myself in that small hole?”

They don’t realize that in that small hole lies my universe.
It had a lot of secret though!
It keeps my deepest secrets..
It knows all the things I hide
It holds all the pains in me
When I bleed with self inflicted pain
When I cried out of desperation
When I compose my own song!

I’m at the peak of my temperament
Melancholic BUT never apathetic!

Scattered Thoughts: just is


Frightened as I am in this quaking days
Waking my soul deep inside the hardness of my bones
My heart still pumps but the beating stops
What happened to my heavenly places?
What happened to my ground?
What have I failed to understand?

I used to hear the sound of flowing waters
Until the flood of angry voices grew hard and draw so close to me,
That even their whisper is a scream!

I used to let the rain washed over me, cleaning the dirt in me
But the lands are dry and the rain,
with which I have waited to pour out for so long…
never thought of dropping by.